On "Survival"

I've seen a lot of talk about what the U.S. will look like if we "survive" this moment in time. And because I prefer to live in the space of an honest assessment of the situation, I'm gonna level with y'all:

The United States of America is not "surviving" this.

If we're honest with ourselves and take a moment to examine the trajectory of the past 20+ years, this moment of authoritarian white supremacist oppression was inevitable. We've been inching toward this moment since 9/11, and we barreled into this after the elections of Barack Obama. These moments in time broke whiteness so severely that whiteness as an entity felt driven to do the one thing its excelled at for generations: preserving its tenuous grasp by vilifying anyone who opposes the comfort of white supremacy and assert that whiteness is the dominant power in the culture. So people of pallor with power and influence began inching toward rigging the legal system and the highest court in the land, removing laws and regulations, enacting policies and laws that exploited loopholes intended to oppress and subjugate, and essentially figuring out how to give an acting president of pallor the powers of a dictator. And now?

White supremacy has reached an apex that this country hasn't seen since its infancy. And honestly?

We will not "survive" this.

We are not coming back from this. There is no "return to normal" or "go back to [insert timeline here]" because we never LEFT white supremacy. What you're seeing right now is quintessentially the United States and its colonizer mentality resurfacing in the ways of the "forefathers" to give people of pallor enough comfort to once again openly normalize them believing non-white citizens are theirs to oppress, blame for the current state of the country (although people of pallor are predominantly in the positions that impact the state of the country), and feel superior to. And it took people of pallor being viscerally murdered by systems they thought were intended to only harm non-white citizens to get some of them to question what many of us have lived with for generations.

Unless people of pallor suddenly have a damn near collective awakening that lasts more than a moment, this is where we're at and where we'll remain: regression with uphill battles that many people of pallor will use their privilege to step in and out of as they see fit, ensuring we never inch forward. And I have no reason to have faith in white U.S. America reaching a tipping point that pushes the majority of them to stand up, keep fighting even when it's hard to see a light on the horizon, and use their power and privilege to help those who have spent their lives fighting to change the system make something happen.

Black, Brown, and Indigenous folx? Most communities of color? We'll "survive." We've grown accustomed to the state of things and we've learned how to fight and stay in the fight for the long haul. But white U.S. America?

Y'all got a long "survival" road ahead.

This Week's Opening Thought: January 26, 2026

TW: mentions of murder, white supremacy, violence.

This week's opening thought, for people of pallor: With everything that has transpired in Minneapolis, Minnesota, it is clear to me that people of pallor are so deeply entrenched in systems of white supremacy and the privilege they receive from them that even their "activism" is swaddled in blankets of white supremacy.

Over the past few days, I've seen y'all saying things like, "This isn't what America stands for", and what's happening is "unprecedented" and that nothing like this has ever happened before. Some of y'all are out here saying wild things like you miss "regular" police brutality. Throngs of people of pallor are calling for Kristi Noem's impeachment and quoting and resharing things from every Black activist and scholar they can find to frame their "this is our moment" narrative and it's equal parts hilarious, infuriating, and banal because it's so obvious that y'all have no clue how to react when the systems that were built to elevate, protect, coddle, and gas you up are being utilized to oppress and kill you if you don't "comply" and get back to being docile.

Y'all are lost right now. Y'all don't know what to do with yourselves because you've grown accustomed to those you've oppressed saving and guiding you to a place where you can continue to feel safe in the cocoon of white supremacy while engaging in, at best, beginner-level activism against the system that has protected you most of your life. Y'all fully expected Black and Brown folx, Black women, Indigenous folx to save y'all and continue getting beaten and killed for your comfort and safety. But we're not stepping in to "lead" you right now because we're taking care of our own. And now y'all are left to figuring out how to mobilize and create plans of action on your own because y'all obviously have learned nothing from us over hundreds of years of us fighting for basic rights and survival and us writing books and teaching y'all how to fight. So now y'all are barely weeks and months into fighting the oppressors and I can see that most of y'all are already lost, already exhausted, and growing increasingly angry at us for leaving you to see how "fun" it is to dismantle YOUR systems of oppression with no collective assistance.

Here's some facts for you:

This is EXACTLY what (the United States of) America stands for.

This moment is only "unprecedented" for people of pallor. There's a few newer twists at play, but versions of this have been happening to Black, Brown, and Indigenous folx, and most communities of color, for centuries on this stolen land. The murder, the oppression, the gaslighting? It's been happening. It just wasn't happening to YOU.

And you only want to go back to "regular" police brutality because it allows you not to feel the inhumanity of the systems that support you when you "behave."

You want us to be fully in this moment with y'all and not focused on just protecting our own and working toward our own liberation and safety?

Then keep your "hot takes" to yourselves.

Save and channel your anger toward upending our mutual oppressors.

Get yourselves prepared for what melanated folx have been trying to get y'all to prepare for and get on board with for hundreds of years.

Show us something that compels us to believe that we should stand by your side against our common oppressors for the long and exhausting battles ahead.

Or put some seasoning on your face for the leopards and wait for them to come to a neighborhood near you.

The choice is yours.

Sad thing is, most of y'all have already made your choice.

Image description: a screenshot of a person of pallor saying, "Can we just go back to regular police brutality, please?" followed by a Black woman responding with "Ahh yes the kind only Black and Brown folx wsere subjected to, right? Girl, delete this."

[Image description: a screenshot of a person of pallor saying, "Can we just go back to regular police brutality, please?" followed by a Black woman responding with "Ahh yes the kind only Black and Brown folx wsere subjected to, right? Girl, delete this."]

On Slave Catchers, Whiteness Killing Whiteness, Movements and Moments

TW: mentions of murder, harassment, abuse, and domestic terrorism.

Two people of pallor, Renee Good and Alex Pretti, have been murdered by modern-day slave catchers in just a little over two weeks in Minneapolis, Minnesota, after a racist podcaster put them on y’all’s president’s radar for no substantiated reason whatsoever.

Modern-day slave catchers have murdered two people of pallor. The U.S. government has given these violent and hateful goons carte blanche to do whatever they want to anyone they please, including anyone legally recording and protesting their domestic terrorism spree.

Two people of pallor, folx who were technically “on paper” U.S. citizens for all intents and purposes (as messy as those words are), were murdered by modern-day slave catchers just three weeks into 2026. This is after 33 recorded ICE-related deaths in 2025 and countless people battered, bloodied, harassed, and terrorized by said modern-day slave catchers:

23 Jan — Genry Ruiz Guillén — 29, Honduran man — Died after experiencing breathing distress; collapsed and died at a hospital in Florida

29 Jan — Serawit Gezahegn Dejene — 45, Ethiopian man — Died after reported fatigue and elevated heart rate; possible lymphoma; died at hospital in Arizona

20 Feb — Maksym Chernyak — 44, Ukrainian man — Died from brain bleeding following stroke symptoms after a delayed medical response

23 Feb — Juan Alexis Tineo-Martinez — 44, Dominican man — Died after reporting leg pain; cause of death not disclosed

8 Apr — Brayan Garzón-Rayo — 27, Colombian man — Apparent suicide while detained; official cause not confirmed by ICE

16 Apr — Nhon Ngoc Nguyen — 55, Vietnamese man — Died of acute pneumonia after detention despite known cognitive decline

25 Apr — Marie Ange Blaise — 44, Haitian woman — Died after reporting chest pain and abdominal cramps; medical care allegedly denied; cause disputed

5 May — Abelardo Avellaneda Delgado — 68, Mexican man — Died during transport after becoming unresponsive with severe hypertension

7 Jun — Jesus Molina-Veya — 45, Mexican man — Found unresponsive in cell; ICE labeled death an apparent suicide

23 Jun — Johnny Noviello — 49, Canadian man — Found unresponsive; cause of death under investigation

26 Jun — Isidro Pérez — 75, Cuban man — Died at hospital after weeks in ICE custody; cause undetermined

19 Jul — Tien Xuan Phan — 55, Vietnamese man — Died after seizures and vomiting; cause under investigation

5 Aug — Chaofeng Ge — 32, Chinese man — Died by suicide four days after entering ICE custody

31 Aug — Lorenzo Antonio Batrez Vargas — 32, Mexican man — Died after contracting COVID-19 in detention; cause under investigation

8 Sep — Oscar Rascon Duarte — 58, Mexican man — Died while receiving long-term medical care for Alzheimer’s, cancer, and hepatitis C

18 Sep — Santos Banegas Reyes — 42, Honduran man — Found not breathing in cell; preliminary cause of liver failure; family disputes findings

22 Sep — Ismael Ayala-Uribe — 39, Mexican man — Died after falling ill in detention; cause under investigation

24 Sep — Norlan Guzman-Fuentes — 37, Salvadoran man — Killed when a gunman opened fire at an ICE field office

29 Sep — Miguel Ángel García Medina — 31, Mexican man — Shot while shackled in an ICE transport van; died days later from gunshot wounds

29 Sep — Huabing Xie — Chinese person — Died after seizure-like episode; became unresponsive; died at the hospital

4 Oct — Leo Cruz-Silva — 34, Mexican man — Apparent suicide while detained in county jail

11 Oct — Hasan Ali Moh’D Saleh — 67, Jordanian man — Died after high fever and collapse; preliminary cause cardiac arrest

23 Oct — Josué Castro Rivera — 25, Honduran man — Killed after fleeing ICE agents and being struck by traffic

23 Oct — Gabriel Garcia Aviles — 54, Mexican man — Died after sudden illness in detention; ICE claims natural causes; family disputes

25 Oct — Kai Yin Wong — 63, Chinese man — Died from complications following heart failure and pneumonia

3 Dec — Francisco Gaspar-Andrés — 48, Guatemalan man — Died from kidney and liver failure after prolonged detention and illness

5 Dec — Pete Sumalo Montejo — 72, Filipino man — Died from septic shock and pneumonia

6 Dec — Shiraz Fatehali Sachwani — 48, Pakistani man — Died of reported natural causes amid chronic illness

12 Dec — Jean Wilson Brutus — 41, Haitian man — Died one day after detention; ICE claims natural causes

14 Dec — Fouad Saeed Abdulkadir — 46, Eritrean man — Died of medical distress after seeking emergency court relief

14 Dec — Delvin Francisco Rodriguez — 39, Nicaraguan man — Died after cardiac arrest following months in detention

15 Dec — Nenko Stanev Gantchev — 56, Bulgarian man — Found unresponsive in cell; cause under investigation

31 Dec — Keith Porter — Black American Man —Killed by an off-duty ICE agent

And yet y’all’s president hasn’t been impeached, the 25th amendment hasn’t been invoked. Neither the House nor the Senate will do anything other than chastise protestors and the citizenry, offer hopes and prayers, and say things like, “We need to do better” or “This is unfortunate, but these agents did what they had to do.” Why?

Because all of this that is happening and will continue to happen is white supremacy in action, and while some people of pallor are starting to get it, the issue is SOMEHOW Y’ALL ARE JUST STARTING TO GET IT BECAUSE Y’ALL ARE STILL SHOCKED THAT THE SLAVE-CATCHERS WILL KILL YOU TOO IF YOU OPPOSE WHITE SUPREMACY.

A.K.A.: history repeating itself. I mean, have y’all not heard of people like John Brown?

Meanwhile, what about the other people of pallor who aren’t somehow shocked, dismayed, and driven to finally stand up and fight?

Hiding in the recesses of their privilege and comfort, or being A-OK with white supremacist domestic terrorism as long as it ain’t near their city or neighborhood.

Is it a good thing that some people of pallor are finally getting it? Yes. Long overdue, but yes. But somehow, after all of this, y’all are still in the minority within your own race, and it is absolutely mind-boggling to witness.

So, how many more people of pallor trying to stand up against white supremacy are going to die this time around in the rinse-and-repeat that is U.S. history for people of pallor to finally get that we’re ALL in danger and that the oppressors will happily oppress all of us to achieve white supremacist ideology?

If history repeats itself, as it’s apt to do in Western culture, there will never be a number that will truly tip the scale for people of pallor, even when whiteness openly kills whiteness.

This is why, in a moment that should usher in a collective uprising and some form of nationwide unity, we are just stuck in another moment where whiteness will need to be saved from itself by those in the most danger.

A.K.A. just another day in the United States of America.

This Week's Opening Thought: December 22, 2025

This week’s opening thought:

"In the United States of America, you don’t have to apologize for being white anymore.”

- J.D. Vance, vice president of the United States of America and blatant white supremacist.

People of pallor, I’ve gotta ask: Did I miss a memo that stated y’all had to apologize for not being sun-resistant?

Oh, wait - what we’re actually talking about is the centuries of harmful actions and systems you and your ancestors have benefited from.

Got it.

People of pallor and the outright refusal to atone or apologize for oppression, terroristic actions toward non-pallor cultures, colonization, genocide, and chattel slavery go back like spinal cords and car seats. Collectively, pallor has never been willing to atone or apologize for past and present harm. Hell, most of y’all are actin’ like your ancestors, grandparents, parents, aunts, uncles, and even yourselves weren’t benefiting from - or aren't still benefiting from - participating in systems and championing and espousing beliefs that aren’t harmful or dangerous for Black and Brown communities and communities of color in general.

So like I said, did I miss a memo, newsletter, or something else about y’all being forced to apologize for being people of pallor?

Or is that the insecurities and fragility around what you represent and support talking?

This Week's Opening Thought: December 15, 2025

TW: Mentions of mass shootings, assault, murder, domestic terrorism.

This week's opening thought: how horrible does a person have to be for you to not back or support them?

How horrific does a person's words and actions need to be for you to not back or support them, even if you believe you'll receive some kind of benefit from backing and supporting them?

When does a person's words and actions become so vile, so repugnant, that you are unable to disregard, whitewash, or ignore their words and actions, even if ignoring their heinous behavior could lead to you getting some privilege or power you think you deserve?

What's your tipping point?

What is it that someone has to say or do that will make you decide it's something you can't ignore?

Is it when someone you've given your undying devotion to is willfully destroying employment opportunities in your town or city and making it harder to live? Is it when this person tells you that you saying that you're not able to afford to live, survive, and take care of yourself and your family with some comfort is propaganda, even though you know you're being gaslit?

Is it when the person you idolize goes out of their way to minimizie and disregard mass shootings, no matter how many people lose their lives?

Is it when the person you support relishes his ongoing, seemingly gleeful, pursuits of the mass kidnapping of hard-working citizens and their children?

Is it when your messiah openly uses language that empowers their most hateful and violent followers to unnecessarily terrorizing cities and immigrant communities?

Is it when your chosen leader constantly makes fun of people who have been attacked or murdered, especially those he believes are "deranged" for not being on board with his views, actions, and language?

Seriously - what's your tipping point?

And if you back the current president of the United States and you’ve witnessed everything he has said and done - not just in his life but over the past 11 months - and you haven't reached your tipping point yet?

Why does your tipping point have such a high bar?